I remember writing in earlier entries about how ugly i am. I remember saying how I didn't want to be in pictures that my friends took because of my "ugly face."
I can't believe THAT I ACTUALLY WROTE THAT SHIT!
Hell, I'm fucking gorgeous! I look at myself in the mirror now (I used to just rush past it, not giving myself a second thought!) I'm beautiful, y'all. I have these eyes, you see. They're really REALLY light brown and they're shaped like teardrops slanted slightly upwards on the outside edge. And my nose and lips are so adorable!
I think it's important to take a self-inventory just to remind yourself how precious you are. I mean, every day we're all bombarded with magazines, internet pics and television trying to tell us what is beautiful this year, this season. What's in and what's out, how 4 is the new 12 or how 0 is the new 2. We all need to take a good hard look at ourselves and say outloud what we like LOVE about ourselves!
Me: MY EYES are beautiful pools of light brown and you could just fall into them! I have an amazing body shape that allows me to be both domineering and sensual at the same time (I'm 5'10" so I carry my weight very well!), I have very white teeth that I take care of and supple lips that are ready for smoochin'! (Oh, and the breasts and ass of a divine goddess, thank you very much!)
I've already started...how's about you? What makes you beautiful? What did God give you that completely breaks the mold? How are you precious?
I vaguely remember dreaming about going to see my friend's new apartment in Addison Circle. It was a small studio, but it was insanely expensive and I told her not to go for it. And after that we took a trip to Ikea and looked around for stuff to put in any apartment. There was some conflict SOMEWHERE in there between me and somebody else, but I can't remember for the life of me! I hate this!
Fuckin' Al Sharpton is gettin on my fuckin nerves! He acts as if people can't speak for themselves or decide for themselves if they're offended or not! Kelly Tilghman was suspended for 2 weeks from the Golf Channel for saying something along the lines of young golf players that wanted to challenge Tiger Woods should first "lynch him in a back alley."
I don't know how Tiger feels about that one, but if it were me...better yet, if the person was WHITE, no one would say anything...and Al fuckin Sharpton wouldn't have a reason to open his fat mouth. Black people are so damn sensitive. All it takes is one little comment and someone loses their job when on the other hand, they talk so much shit about white people. But you don't hear Bush standing up and saying..."hey, ALL the black people that call us crackers should lose their jobs!" No. Because white people know that words don't mean SHIT. Hell, if anything they're more motivating. I know when someone calls me a fatass, it makes me wanna run 5 miles on a treadmill!
Al Sharpton needs to shut the fuck up and mind his own damn business. I mean it's nice to have support but damn, give people a chance to feel what they want! Stop imposing your opinions on every situation!
9th-Jan-2008 11:10 pm - OKAY so I'm fucking fickle!
So are you!
So, I'm thinking about Ron Paul for president...Hilary is still on the list though...just because it'd be awfully cool to see what a woman can do in the White House! OOOOOOOOh, if Martha Stewart were running, I'd vote for her ANY DAY! But, she's served some time in the big house, so she unfortunately is ineligible...dammit!
Oprah would be more like a dictator...giving everyone her favorite things...yelling. Pretty much hypnotizing everyone and making them like it while reading the book of the month...and O magazine. Plus she'd be black and a woman...but that'd be the only cool thing.
3. Were you a Toys R' Us kid? Probably. I still know all the words to the song.
4. Did you watch Transformers? No, I was/am a girl. lol
5. Did you see E.T. on the big screen? Yes. I don't remember much though.
6. Did you own a Lite Bright? No, but I sure wanted one!
7. Who is your Favorite Golden Girl? Toss up between Blanch and Dorothy...WE NAMED IT!
8. When someone says " Who you gonna call? " You think? Ghostbusters! Damn straight.
9.What was your favorite toy? I had a guitar that was a kid's guitar wayyyy back in the day. That was my favorite toy because it was EXACTLY what I aske for.
10. Did you have a Pogo Ball? What the hell's a Pogo Ball?
11. Did you listen to New Kids on the Block? Yeah, unfortunately. I was in love with them. All of them. STEP BY STEP, baby!
12. What New Kid did you have a crush on? I just said....all of them!
13. Did you play M.A.S.H? I like the opening theme, but I don't know anything about the show.
14. Did you watch The Care Bears? No.
15. Did you have Jelly bracelets? Meg's all goth with hers! Nah. Not my style.
16. Did you have a charm necklace and/or bracelet? Yes, but I hardly wore it.
17. Did you own a glo-worm? What's a glo-worm?
18. Did you ever own a slap bracelet? No. They were outlawed in school because they were 1. Dangerous and 2. A HUGE distraction!
19. The Breakfast Club or Sixteen Candles? WHAT?
20. Did you have a crazy hair style? No. I'm black. I was happy to be nappy back in the day.
21. What was your first bike? A pink one. I taught myself how to ride it while my mom watched. I scooted and scooted on that thing for months without trainers. I had to beg my mom to help me learn to ride it. To this day, I still can't stand up and pedal.
22. Name one thing you still own from your childhood? I can't.
23. Did you have a Cabbage Patch Kid? YEP!! She had red, yarn-like hair.
24. Did you dress like Madonna? Nah. She was a bit too skank for me and my black ass.
25. Rainbow Brite or Strawberry Shortcake? Again...WHAT?
26. Did you watch Miami Vice? No.
27. Did you own a pair of Jelly Shoes? What?!
28. Did you own a Trapper Keeper? The hell are you talkin about?
29. Atari or Nintendo? Nintendo....Duck Hunting...and that damn dog snickering at me! Asshole!
30. Did you play Pac-Man? DID I? Hell I play it now!!
31. Which was better: Jem and The Holograms or Barbie and The Rockers!? WHAT?
32. He-Man or She-Ra? WHAT?
33. What movie scared you the most? The Hunchback of Notre Dame. The music and Catholocism scared the shit out of me! Now I know it was about the Catholics not accepting gays...but they covered it up differently to "protect the children." They shoulda had better music!
34. Did you try to dance like Michael Jackson? YES! I have a video of it! Now, I can actually do some of the moves.
35. Star Wars, Empire Strikes Back or Return of the Jedi, did you see any on the big screen? I'm black. I don't know what a Star War is.
36. Did you have designer laces for your shoes? No. My mom couldn't afford silly things like that.
37. Did you ever find where the beef was? WHAT?
38. Did you get swept up in the break dancing craze? I think I may have been to young to notice that there was a "craze" going on, but I like doin some stuff now.
39. Did you do the Super Bowl Shuffle? What's that?
40. Where were you when you heard about the Challenger tragedy? Probably sleeping...I don't even remember.
41.What are the three things you are never allowed to do with mogwai? WHAT THE HELL IS A MOGWAI?
42. On what show did the Wonder Twins activate their powers? Jeez, I don't know what this is.
43. What does ALF stand for? Alien Life Form
44. Did you have cable tv? Not until recently have I ever had cable.
45. Do you know what a Tri-Lamb is? Tripple Lambda, maybe? Why is this question relevant?
Meet me in outer space I will hold you close if you're afraid of heights I need you to see this place. It might be the only way That I can show you how it feels to be Inside Of You.
“You know what the last thing cut me off so the last question is do you think you have an accent. talk about it. Umm. No. And the reason why I don't think I have an accent even though I'm from Texas, and I can speak with the Southern drawl if I...if need be. I could just go there. But I don't all the time. The reason why I don't think I have an accent is because people all the time ask me where I'm from. I've never lived anywhere else but Dallas or now Denton, which isn't a scream. But uh, I don't have an accent. People always ask me where I come from and I'm like...I'm from Dallas...oh, You don't sound like it. So there, since LJ cut me off. I didn't know I had a lil limit. But yeah, I guess will do. I don't like the sound of my voice unless I'm singing and even then I kind of cringe. Which is kind of sad cos I tried out for American Idol but anyway there's a whole other voice posting for a whole other time. You all have a good day and I'll be posting this under the other post. If that's at all possible it probably isn't. So we'll see. See you guys later bye.”
I'll do 'em both. My best AND worst birthday. My birthday is February 13th. Suffice it to say, my birthday is never as important as people's birthdays should be. I've never had a boyfriend on my birthday or God-forsaken Valentine's day either, so I usually spend it alone. The worst one was my 20th. I spent the day before, the day, and the day after alone...or working. Really boring. My favorite was my 20th too. The 4th day, my friends had thrown a surprise party for me...and boy was it a surprise. It was awesome and I had people that I loved around me...it was really awesome.
Second prize goes to my 21st. I had my very best friend with me on that day...of course, I helped her go shopping for Valentines Day, but I didn't care. I really love just being with her. She bought me a red rose and a card and we had general fun together. That night after work, I got drunk for the first time. It was AWESOME!! I still remember what I drank (all of this stuff was free, too!) and I threw a lit Zippo and almost set some karaoke stuff on fire! Then when I woke up the next day, I TOTALLY didn't have a hangover! That was probably the coolest birthday I'd ever had.
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